The Letter of a Feminine Guy!

Dear All,

Even I called you dear, don’t worry! I won’t stick to you and make you uncomfortable as u got an image about me in your mind. I have to mention, I also have self respect, dreams and aspirations and most important a Lifestyle!
I am writing this as I am willing to express myself and many other souls like me who always been a target of YOU, yes YOU!

So many gay guys telling me to ‘Be a Man’, They say go to gym and make muscles and biceps so you’ll look good even they know I am happy with my current condition as what you say? A feminine my-self..if i choose to have a more 'girlish' appearance then that’s my decision and what i feel comfortable with cuz there are thousands of other hunks for you to feel good about. I'm not just one of them what u want to see, so I'm sorry if your eyes don't find me as appealing..honestly the gay world was the last place i thought i'd be discriminated against but the truth is very different from that.. !

As u feel like wearing coat or shirt, I feel like wearing Saree or Top or Punjabi dress!
Will u change ur attire for me? So why should I?
You complain that Straight people discriminate society by calling you homosexuals and you don’t support discrimination BUT you are the one who also discriminate between manly guys and feminine guys, Why?
If you have answer, let me know?

This is me, This is how I feel inside. Some played with car and I done with doll. Some preferred watching TV and that time I preferred to help my mother in kitchen. You played cricket with your brother and I played Ghar-Sansar with my sister. I never changed my way in this way, This how I am since my childhood as per my best knowledge and I feel pleasure while doing it. Though I have to struggle by doing it, I still do it cuz It’s not the struggle of me being women…It’s about me being ‘MYSELF’!
I don’t do it as I want to please someone; I do it to please myself!
I feel happy and content for being me. I know what I am may be a boy who expected to live as manly guy by working hard in gym or to act in certain ‘’everything is normal’’ way as YOU GAYS PRETEND TO BE STRAIGHT! I don’t mind to go and gym and make good body cuz it’s not about physics its about mind and soul. How I can change my soul??

If you don’t like me, that’s completely alright. I am not here to please all by being what YOU expect from me. If you can’t appreciate me so please don’t ridicule me finally I am a part of your family and also seek respect as you do.
Hoping for things to change in future as I always have faith on God and I worship him everyday, yaa the same way like I used to do with my mother when I was a child.

Thanks for reading me. God Bless You!

 - Nakshatra